This Might Kill Me

I wrote this when I first met my husband, when I was terrified he wouldn't love me like he has over the last decade...

I see hope dangling so dazzling
Reflecting light and sound
Twisting in the wind, dancing on the breeze
The shine of it has stolen my gaze
Completely captivated in what I see
The truth is hiding in your eyes
You are clouding up my mind
There is something I see in you
So mesmerizing, so terrifying, hypnotizing 
Just boiling in my blood
I think this might kill me
But I don't know if you can see
I'm screaming "I love you" silently
Why can't you hear me?
My thoughts are mine, locked inside
My voice is lost, my mind wanders
Fairy tale dreams of happily-ever-after
Fill my soul with gold and glimmer
The sun has never shown so bright
This love is so blinding, radiating
I'm afraid this might kill me
But I can't stop my heart from beating for you
On every star in heaven, I pray and I wish
I beg for this, I need this to be true